*Sigh*... I cried warching this... Touched by the love the Lord had portrayed to us through this sacrifice... *sigh* I must change... for God's Glory!!
Hexi ~ 23:27
Thursday, 28 February 2008
Perhaps you're too young to understand the things that had happened to you... or maybe... too immature... just like a well-protected flower... only revealed to the real world only recently... I wish I could help... but I don't know if you will listen....
I really hope you'll countinue to put your faith in God and in yourself...
Hexi ~ 18:07
Wednesday, 27 February 2008
Looks like the tree directly outside our house has just lost it's life just yesterday... It has been cut down by some of the workers... A sense of nostalgia hit me... As the tree has been there since the day our family moved in here... 14 years... It has already been 14 years and it has to end like this... Looking at it sure brings back memories of the past... where I'll be having fun with my neighbours... fooling around... now, we rarely even got to meet... what a pity...
Now when I look out through the window... I see an unfamiliar scene... I don't get to see it anymore... All I see is emtiness... I'm sure all other trees have the same sentiments...
Hexi ~ 18:21
Monday, 25 February 2008
It is near... no doubt... the destruction of earth is near... where will I go next? Only God will know... But I still can't get myself to share the Gospel to my friends and classmates... I still can't get myself to even invite them to church... I can... but they won't come... okay... that aside... Gospel... I tried to open my mouth to share... But one of my classmates... gave reasons to not going to church... not wanting to believe in christ... He wants to stay up late to watch matches... does not want to wake up early in the morning on Sundays... I don't know what to do... Invite them to church first? then share? or share first, then invite? Invite... not interested... Those that say they will reply...did not... some lazy... some do not have the discipline to wake up early for morning service...
But first... I must try and open up my mouth to share.... darn... anyone have verses? just in case?
It's soooo noisy at home now... mum nagging at brother over JC stuff... *sigh* I just wanna run away...
Hexi ~ 22:00
My heart goes out to Eduarado da Silva... The Arsenal striker who was horrifically injured during Saturday's premiership match against Birmingham... If you've read the sports news... you'll most likely know about it... News on it is on The Sunday Times, and some other newspaper(24th feb)+photos, if you dare to even look at it... Out for the whole season... ouch... It would most likely affect his future performence as well...
Some news on him...
Eduardo da Silva could have lost his left foot had medical staff not been so prompt in treating his horrific leg break, according to a specialist.
The Arsenal striker is recovering from emergency surgery after a sickening tackle from Birmingham defender Martin Taylor in Saturday's Barclays Premier League match at St Andrews. Osteopath and physiotherapist Tim Allardyce revealed that any delay in attending to such an injury would likely result in amputation. He said on BBC Radio Five Live: 'You can lose the foot, simple as. Once the foot dislocates like that, it can badly damage the blood vessels and it's very, very serious. 'The foot needs to be relocated immediately or almost immediately to save it and emergency surgery is completely necessary.' Allardyce warned Croatia international Eduardo he faces a long road back to fitness and fears he may never fully recover. 'Imagine your worst ankle sprain and make it about 10 times worse and you're getting close to where Eduardo is,' Allardyce said. 'He could be out for several months. We'd expect a normal person to be out for about six months. 'With the level of fitness he'll need to get back to, it could be anywhere around the nine months mark.' He added: 'Potentially, the bones will heal but there's all the other damage around the area, such as the ligament damage, the tendon damage, the soft tissue damage, the damage to the joint capsule. 'He's going to have to do an awful lot of work to regain full mobility and strength to the ankle to get him up to the standard of playing international football. Whether he can do that or not, I'm not sure.' Even if Eduardo makes a complete physical recovery, Allardyce is also concerned about any lasting psychological trauma. 'Once you've sustained such a serious injury, you'll always tend to be aware of it before you regain full strength and confidence,' he said. 'It will have a big psychological effect, certainly for the next year, maybe for several months after that.'
Hexi ~ 17:05
Saturday, 23 February 2008
There're always people out there... waiting... waiting... ready to pounce... everytime you make a mistake... they will go.. "ah ha!! you've make a mistake!!! haha!!!"... that's right... they've waited this moment to laugh at you for a very long time... That's what happened when people do things well... Others can't wait for you to make mistakes and laugh at you... that results in people not daring to do many things out of fear of being criticized...
That's what I hate... and what made it worst is that even christians would love to have a bite at someone else when they're wrong... everyone's a critic...this goes out to someone... but not any of you brothers and sisters... so you guys can stop worrying... =D...
Hexi ~ 12:12
Friday, 22 February 2008
Turns out I wasn't sick after all... Just tired maybe... Finished Cats and Dogs theology finally... Thank God for the book!! *sigh*... only managed to shed 2kg... must lose more!!!!
Hexi ~ 23:47
Monday, 18 February 2008
I'm kinda feverish now...Oh no... still have school tomorrow... persevere!! *sigh* anyway... here's the song I promised...
The Stand-Hillsong United
You stood before creation Eternity within Your hand You spoke all life into motion My soul now to stand
You stood before my failure And carried the cross for my shame My sin weighed upon Your shoulders My soul now to stand
So what can I say And what could I do But offer this heart O God Completely to You
So I’ll walk upon salvation Your Spirit alive in me This life to declare Your promise My soul now to stand
So I’ll stand With arms high and heart abandoned In awe of the One who gave it all I’ll stand My soul Lord to You surrendered All I am is Yours
Seems like I can't play the full song cause of the 30 sec thingy... *sigh*...
Hexi ~ 22:16
Friday, 15 February 2008
The weekend is here finally... can finally relax a little... Homework is sure piling up... what the heck... What am I thinking? It's the O levels!!It's all in my head now...
and my aching hamstring is really pissing me off... can't even walk properly...
Hexi ~ 20:05
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
How fustrated I'm feeling... not being able to do maths questions... such simple questions and I'm not able to do???? We're currently doing vectors... what the heck...
Listening to a new song by Hillsong... The Stand... maybe shall post it up sometime soon.... really nice... thanks to Yi qian... who sent me the song... I'm searching for more christian songs now... haha...
I must learn to pray like a dog!!!
Hexi ~ 22:47
Tuesday, 12 February 2008
My phone has officially spoilt... can't see the screen properly... darn... I'm reading cat's and dog's theology now.... seems like I've gotten lots of scoldings from the book... oh man... I gotta watch myself...
Gotta lose some weight!!
Hexi ~ 17:01
Sunday, 10 February 2008
Maybe I've been taking things a tad too serious... and it's high time to relax... extra classes are starting soon after Chinese New Year holidays... oh man...
Stress seeps in... how shall I stay happy? God grants prayers... I'm really thankful He does... How I wish the year end would come quickly... where everything ends... and I start serving for His community... Oh no... I'm wishing a 'cats' wish... =D...
Hexi ~ 18:33
Friday, 8 February 2008
Haha... Chinese New Year turned out to be rather okay this year... Something's wrong with my stomach... kept rumbling for no apparent reason... have been giving out air as well (oooopppssss)... lalalalalala... I still have darn homework to do... *sigh*
Saw my cute cousin today... oh man... too bad I didn't take any photos of him... If not I'll be able to share....*sigh*
Hexi ~ 21:40
to my brother: I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! ... I've already made a pact with... well... myself... there you go...
What's the pact for? it's a secret... =)
Hexi ~ 14:03
Thursday, 7 February 2008
Well... Happy Chinese New Year guys!! haha... Well... I don't know... maybe I'm growing up already... Chinese New Year do not have the same feel it has when I was younger... What made it worst was my brother's sudden disapperance...must have retreated into our room... Something seems to be affecting him... I wish to know... *sigh*
Relatives are starting to arrived.... now we have our first guest already... So I'll leave you guys here for now...
Hexi ~ 11:16
Wednesday, 6 February 2008
Well... today is Chinese new year eve... had a really, really, really full reunion dinner with family...=)... had surprisingly loads of food today... *burp*
Anyway... read through one of the guys blogs...(I think it's yours Miss Toh)... and rememebered I just finished Wei Hong's book which I had actually borrowed last year... oh no... Sorry sir... Anyway... really timely reminder and teachings from the book... really, really learned a lot...
The title is God's outrageous claims by Lee Strobel... Oh welll... How I wish I could elaborate further... But I've got lots of homework to do... Maybe Mr Lim can do a book review on it perhaps? haha... Oh well... got to go do my work now...
Hexi ~ 20:26
Tuesday, 5 February 2008
I'm so glad that you are willing to accept your fate.... to accept where you are now, and to acceptreality... I'm so glad you lisened to me... Thank God for that... I'm sooooo happy for you that I'm smiling now...
Chinese New Year is coming soon guys!! 恭喜发财!!!!
Hexi ~ 19:59
Sunday, 3 February 2008
Waking up at 5am was fun... Bathed and was shivering... Got out at about 5.40am and bro wanted to have breakfast... so we had it where pratahouse is.... but since pratahouse was quite crowded... crowded at 5+am on a Sunday... wow... so we ate around... Decided to take a cab as it was about 6.30am when we finished... Waited for a while before we got one...
7am!! Preparing the food was so very much busy and fun at the same time... weeeeeeee....... oh well... everything was quite the same as last week... lalalala.... fun, fun, fun... busy, busy, busy... haha... what made me laughed was the soya bean... 4 cans(?) was ordered as 2 wasn't enough as proven last week.... but we couldn't finish them... could only finish about 2 1/2 of them...
How I wish we could sell things again... but I do have studies to concentrate on... I wish to serve like today... but somethimes, I just can't give my 100% to God... But of course... I'll do what I can...
What's up with giving english names as well? lol... William? haha... I'll rather have my own Christian name... but since I can't think of any now...I think I'll stay with William... haha...
Hexi ~ 20:23
Saturday, 2 February 2008
Well... It's good to laugh... It has always been good to laugh... Today... I forced myself to laugh a mad laugh... and you know what? It feels good!! Wohoo!!! I guess laughter IS the best medicine... For the past few days... have been helping my class do up the CNY decos... I don't know why the sudden urge to help... Guess I'm been trying to keep my mind off things... But of course... I won't forget church... Sunday... I've been looking forward to this day for days!! Okay... maybe not this day... every Sunday!! Cause I get to see you guys and of course... I'll be even closer to God than the rest of the days...
Have been waking up early for the past few days... Am very, very tired....
Hexi ~ 21:27
Friday, 1 February 2008
My posts have been rather emo... I don't know if this will be one... Maybe it will be as well... Something is troubling me... what is it? I don't know... seriously... Perhaps it's the worry of O levels... perhaps... or is it because of you? Believe me... I don't have a relationship with this person... it's just that I care for him/her... O levels... it's starting to scare me...