//...the gloomy night of life...\\

Friday, 27 July 2007

well... prelims are coming soon... wa... that's fast...something spoiled my mood today... maybe it was the attitude of some of my classmates... it must have started off during soccer... this particular classmate of mine scored an own goal... but later redeemed himself by scoring a goal to equalise... but in the end, they still lost... this guy that scored the own goal later came up to me and laughed... "haha, I scored a goal against your team"... but when I tried to point out his errors and even said that his team had lost... he says I'm trying to change the subject.... what's wrong with people these days? are they so blinded with their proudness or what? they seem to see only the good things, but when others try and explain that that does not matter... because that is only something small compared to the bigger mess you've created for yourself, they turn a deaf ear... they are so good at pointing at other people's mistakes and laughing... but yet... so slow at reliaising their own... isn't the purpose of this game to outscore your opponent? and not how you score and who you score against? in a war... you can't kill just a soldier, lose the war, and still say "ha! I killed one of your soldier" what's the use of bragging over a single kill? isn't it better to kill as many, win the war, then brag?

Hexi ~ 22:33

Friday, 20 July 2007

A lot has happened lately... it started on Wednesday... when we were supposed to have racial harmony day in my school... but heard from someone that some one shouted "chinese sucks" in the canteen early in the morning... and then all the chinese in the canteen stood up... then started to find who said that... it seems like they have found out... and that person is Aznan... haha... ex classmate... from 5N1... go figure.... his a naturally troublemaker... well... then heard there was a fight during recess on that day... well... maybe not really a fight lah... just that this group of chinese beat up Aznan... then come thursday morning... saw two guys confronting Aznan again... then heard Eugene chow... another 5N1 ex classmate of mine tried to reason with the aggresors... and then don't know what happened liao... then come friday... seems like the score has been settled... heard from Ian huang that the guys actually beat up the wrong person... it's actually Iskandar from 4T1 that they are looking for... wa... some school politics here...

Hexi ~ 22:15

Saturday, 14 July 2007

I've tried inviting Joseph to church... but to no avail... I don't know why... he seemed so interested in knowing the different things about a church... some I can't answer... so I asked him if he would come to church on Sunday... but he said he'll think about it... I can see he won't be coming... as he hasn't answered... well... tried to talk to him on Friday... so went to watch Harry Potter and the order of the Phonix with him... but didn't get to talk much about christianity to him... arrgghh... why cannot lead someone to christ? why is it sooooo hard? I just don't understand... why did others managed to invite their friends so easily but it's so hard for me? I just don't understand... well... prelims are coming soon... have to study really hard now... shall end here now...

Hexi ~ 22:51

Friday, 6 July 2007

well... this week was all right... Monday was holiday... so mum took half day so I could study... Wednesday went to replace my Video ezy membership card... cause I lost it must pay $5...wa... heartbroken...then bought a Nike back in Royal Sporting House... very cheap... cost $44.10... the cheapest bag there I think... and the design was quite nice lah... I see the most expensive bag there was like $72.00 and the only got one word NIKE and the nike swish... LIke that $72 liao... at least mine like got pic all these... then very cheap... wa... then my art work is almost complete liao... haha.... then can enjoy in art... today played street bandy... was super tiring... as played soccer in the morning during PE... never see Derrick since the June holidays... don't know why... then today's street bandy like no feel... dunno why I felt so fustrated during the whole game... well... gotta end here liao... have to go back to school although it's a sat... CIP thingy...

Hexi ~ 23:44